Wednesday, March 31, 2010

5: 4 physco 7

>Yue, Lluna, Luna, Bulan, Fengari, Maan, Moon
>I shall create my own religion
>The moon is my goddess, she is who i shall be praying to
>I cried a lot
>Sleep is a scarcity, always has been
>I cried
>He told me he loved me & gave me a gift
>I cried
>I knew I failed the test
>I cried
>I met a liar and wondered what people have lied about
>I cried

Today was a good day

Sunday, March 21, 2010

1: Oh Freakishly Thirty-Four

>"You had a talent."
>"If you would have listened to me, you wouldnt be worrying about college right now."
>If i had loved the game, I would have kept playing.
>If I would have played the game I would be thinner, I would be faster, I would be great, I wouldnt need to worry about college because it'd be given to me on a silver platter
>If I would have played the game, I would be miserable.
>Because I can kick a ball much better than thousands of other girls, I would have my life set. I would have half the worries I have now.
>But because I can kick a ball BETTER, I stopped playing and the prediction for the rest of my life would revolve around this quote:
>"Why did I stop playing?"

Today was a good day.

Friday, March 19, 2010

9: Forty Bloody Seven

>I watched him stare at me. But I knew I wouldn't do anything. Nor would he.
>"Why am i going to pay $86 for a test you're going to fail?" Thank you for the confidence I have had my entire life.
>I know how to sneak out late at night
>I want to be Joan Jett
>I tasted my old self & missed it

Today was a good day.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

9:0 Damningly 6

>He 'appropriately' called me beautiful while my mother called me cruel, ugly and evil
>"Wow, no one has ever talked to me that way."
>My name should have been Clarisse
>It isn't about him anymore. Its about me.
>You dont have a clue about who i am, but you know me.
>"I think you're pretty cute, i want to go on a date with you."

Today was a good day.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

9: Fifty fucking Six

>Went to San Francisco
>Blazed.
>Watched a whole God damned play
>Dad finally saw my F+ in Algebra II
>Ate four Oreos
>Finished half of my homework for every subject
>Accomplished the goal of being exactly the child every parent wants

Today was a good day.