Saturday, May 29, 2010

10: Oh fetchy Seven

>Why doesnt anybody sing like Axl Rose, Steven Tyler, Bret Michaels?
>Their rock & roll voices seemed to have gone extinct
>All good has gone extinct nowadays
>"Thats what you get when you have a crackhead as a father, a brother who shoots & a sister who pops pills" He laughes
>Her grandmother thought she was incredibly ugly in her prom dress, her mother licks the last drops at the bottom of the liquor bottle then forgets. She cries
>What is normality?

Today was a good day.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

8: 3 cunfizzled 8

>"Oh, she wanted me to invite you to her party."
>"Did she say that cause she feels bad for me?"
>She looked at me with her swollen, glistening eyes
>I quickly looked away, not baring her look
>"Psh, noooo. Of course not..."
>She didnt believe me but she went along with it, glad she did
>THAT was the aftermath of a boyfriend?
>One day, because of the boyfriend i have now, will cause me to look like that
>Is it worth it?

Today was a good day.

Friday, May 14, 2010

10: Forty God damned Eight

>He's not a virgin.
>Do you know how I feel inside?
>Not that loosing virginity signifies love, especially at my age
>I want to see him now more than ever
>And again, he's not a virgin.
>Im not sure if im comfortable, or if im afraid, or its alright
>Yeah, it may not be a big deal to you but it is to me.
>Im not going to tell him, im not going to say anything
>What he did in his past is his business
>But curiousty killed the cat
>How do i feel?
>Well, im not fucking sure.


Today was a good day.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

6: 5 spunky 1

>Why have i not written on here for over two months?
>i'm not sure
> Why am i doing it now?
>Because there's nothing to do, because I had just finished my homework
>I have stories pilling in my head
>Am i writing them?
>No.
>Why?
>I dont know
>What has happened these past two months to me?
>A lot. He doesnt matter at all to me anymore
>I went to prom
>I smoked again
>I'm talking to an old flame
>A friend disowned me by assumption
>She cried
>I cried
>I told a secret
>He told a secret
>I dont know what i'm doing
Today was a good day.