12: 10

I cant sleep. It sucks. I have many things in my mind and im wide awake. By this time (well this day) next week i'll be starting my senior year in high school. It blows. People always tell me that I should be excited starting my senior year, i'll be ruling the school, it's the greatest year, it's your LAST year...and every 'great' thing you could possibly think of after that. But to me, its just another year of school. Is that pessimistic? I've never been a school type person. School is for suckers. But i am an okay student, ive never cut a class BUT i have failed so i might as well have during Algebra II. My dad expects an A this year since im repeating it. I highly doubt that, when i fail my first test im dropping the course. I'll be finished with Algebra II in my high school career. If senior year is going to be my best year it's going to be without math. And again, it WILL be with math soooo... this sucks. Here comes the damn senior. Im not too happy about it. I swear my freshman year I was stolked a lot more than how i am now, a week before it all. Doesnt every person first coming into high school wish they were seniors? And now that im here i just want to skip it in its entirety. I dont want to be a senior, actually, i just dont want to go to school. Period. THEN i have college for like another six years. But thats college i guess. I heard its different. I was never a fan of high school, when i first got in i wanted out. I didnt want to be a senior because they were top dogs or because i thought they were 'cool' and got all the attention at school-no, it was only because i would have only one year left of this hell hole. Thats why and now that im here and i can taste the end i just want to skip the entire thing...

LET'S GO GRADUATING CLASS OF 2011!